War and Peace

tank fireYou can justify your doctrine of conflict and tension anyway you choose — you can tell yourself whatever you need to feel better about yourself, to give your life meaning — tell yourself what you need to shake off the anxiety, to shake off the doubt, the neurosis — I can tell you have never asked yourself if you might be wrong, because to admit that would be to admit you have wasted your life.

You want to play the role of hero, you want others to say to you “hoorah!” You need that appreciation.

Don’t you dare come here and tell me I have to believe your lies, don’t you dare come here and feed me your bullshit.

Look around, this is a place of love — you see a fantasy, you see it as impossible, but this is my reality, it is what I choose, and I am willing to die for my reality.

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